February 29, 2016

Hi everyone! I am writing this just to update my few readers that I already arrived safe and sound here in Japan. I couldn't compose a more decent Japan post because I am currently blogging thru my phone cause I can't access my blogger account on my mom's laptop. Ugh.

This week's weather in Nagasaki and Kyoto is absolutely cold but it isn't a big deal, I love everything cold by the way. Plum blossoms are starting to bloom which is a good thing too - my time of visit is perfect.

Everything is fine.. until I realized that everything will eventually end - one day will come, that I have to go home. Fuck it. I don't want to go home.

This thought is ruining every moment I have right now. Oh, when did I started to become a pessimist? In my mind, I am always thinking that "Everything you are doing, eating, seeing and feeling right now.. you're going to miss them later. And you will just be left with memories"

And then in one point, I am asking myself questions I can't answer like ..

"Why can't I stay here?" When I know few people my age are already having a life of their own here in Japan.

"Am I not good enough to be here?"

"If not here, where am I destined to be?"

Japan, you are making me crazy.

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  1. i always wanted to Visit Japan i hope you have a good time



About Ronalene

I am a teacher by profession from Bulacan, Philippines.
I blog about my life in general -
I document my travels, little advocates, adulting process and the art of slow living.
I'm an introverted extrovert so please don't ask me to make beauty vlogs. Thank you.